*Sigh* Yesterday I got a letter from the health insurance company that they are gonna make me pay my 'legal own risk' of 170 euros again... I believe last year that was in either October or November but hey, it's never a good time to be having to pay that kinda money (when you don't have anything extra coming in and you're living under the poverty norm:p). Wish I wasn't a diabetic so I wouldn't need insulin (that stuff COSTS).
Oh well, guess I'll have to come up with a cunning plan to pay my bills, have food on the table (and cigs to smoke:p) AND see about paying that load o'money... Anyway, I'm kinda f*cked for May and June now :p Didn't have plans for my birthday really but I guess I can say now forget about the b-day alltogether.
I really hate living like a pauper the way I've been doing the past year. And things can only get worse really if I don't find a job, ANY job, really fast... Like, I have to find other living quarters as soon as possible.
And if I find a place to live, how the h*ll am I gonna furnish it? It's things like this that keep me awake at night. I guess I shoulda known when I divorced...
But I know I will come out of this situation somehow, and I will come out of it stronger! I will have learned so many valuable life lessons too... It's just the learning process that really hurts :p
Count your blessings...and have a great day! And for all moms outthere: have a wonderful Mother's Day...
XOXOX
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